Tuesday, March 31, 2009

There's more to life than just us.

Had a full-shift work recently and what i can recalled was that the last time i've worked such long hours was a few weeks back. My oh my. Here are some of the facts of me that i encounter nowadays.

I'm skinny.
I look old.
I smoke alot nowadays.(sigh!)
Realise that life is never fair/easy..
Lastly, I'm changing.I think!

So,there you go!

Into my social life, Afizan and I are like brothers I suppose. Mardiah added me up in MSN and wanting so badly for us to go out someday with all of our classmates. Been some time since i last meet or even chat with her. I'm losing a very good friend. And lastly, Facebook has made me some pen-pal. Well, there's Anita from Russia and Diana Cassie all the way from Croatia,Zagreb. Sekali, found out they are some phonies!! You'll never know! =P

That's all for now!

PEACE YAW!

it's 3/31/2009 02:35:00 AM now

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Video was fully recon by Afizan Aziz. Mainly about Lithuania, a beautiful county/god creation. Just fell in love with it. Gosh, how i wish i could be there now. Perhaps, it's a country that allows my spirit to be free and calm ant the same time. Not now, maybe and hopefully somewhere in the future, i'll be able to visit Lithuania some day..

PS:I'm sorry. Maybe, I was a over by a big margin.

it's 3/29/2009 09:08:00 PM now

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Another cigaratte and I'm so bored and you're words are making sense!

YIKES!

Yesterday was pretty awesome. Had a good time. Really did fucking offset my mind from my fucked up life!

So,yea. After my prayers, Suhaili and I head to Bras Basah Complex. It was under the recommendation of Afizan because there's ton of great deal back in Bras Basah Complex. Yea, no doubt the place is very 'ulu'. Half-way through, Zulfadli called me up wanting both of us to join him to town together with Hendrii and Shakir. And Zulfadli again, have this mindset that I'm always on a date or something. Well, fuck that dude! I'm alone now, no more crap of dating what-so-ever.

So, in town, met up with Zulfadli whilst he's having his lunch at Burger King. Then, we head down to The Heeren to meet up with the rest. And then,to Paragon. Loads of stuff happened. Some made me laugh my sock off!

After the long walk, we played pool which I totally had no idea where that place was. We played till' 2300hr,I think.YIKES! Haha..

Well, that's all for now. Would like to thanks Suhaili for the song by Rediscover. In love with it. To Afizan again, for the recommendation and those who've been by my side.

Moving on now!

it's 3/28/2009 12:35:00 PM now

...

Metro Station-Now that we're done.

Everybody get down

She's just a friend, you see
You always agree
You know, I lie
But you still trust me

And you believed, in so much hope
But I'm the one, that let you go

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you
Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you

Whoa, everybody get down
Whoa, everybody get down
Everybody get down

You still call, my phone
'Cause you still want me
I'll tell, my friends
You're so annoying

You'll cry and curse, when you're alone
But laugh and flirt, when you're on the phone

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you
Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you

Whoa, everybody get down
Whoa, everybody get down
Everybody get down
And now I see you, with him
And it was nothing like I thought it would be(And i'm breaking)
And now I see you, with him
And it was nothing like I thought it would be

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you
Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you

Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you
Now that we're done, I'm so sorry
Why did I lied? I'm so sorry
I know I hurt you, I know I hurt you

Whoa, everybody get down
Whoa, everybody get down
Everybody get down

Rediscover-I will forget you.

I used to be so warm hearted until (until when?)
She started freezing my blood
That girl had intent to kill
But she is not cold enough
I used to have so many more friends (when?)
Till she started scaring all of them
Now that shes my ex
I dont ever wanna see her again

(chorus)
Girl i will forget you
Like i always do
Girl ill find someone new
Who looks nothing like you
Girl i will forget you like you never wanted me to
Girl ill find someone new
Who reminds me nothing of you
I used to have so many more friends til (WHAT?)
She started scaring them to death (Ah no!)
Now that shes my ex
Guys, i wanna be friends again
I used to have so many more friends
She started scaring them to death
I want my friends back
I used to have so many more friends
But now im taking them back back back

(chorus)
Girl i will forget you
Like i always do
Girl ill find someone new
Who looks nothing like you
Girl i will forget you like you never wanted me to
Girl ill find someone new
Who reminds me nothing of you

Girl, when you hear me on your radio tell them,
He wrote this for me, Ex-boyfriend of my stereo, no that boy went crazy oh

And girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did
Um I wanted you to know, that, uh

(chorus)
Girl i will forget you
Like i always do
Girl ill find someone new
Who looks nothing like you
When my new girlfriend finds out what you said
You're gonna be fucking dead
Girl ill find someone new
Who reminds me nothing of you

Girl, when you hear me on your radio tell them, He wrote this for me, Ex-boyfriend of my stereo, no that boy went crazy
oh..

And girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did
Girl you better hope my new girlfriend never finds out what you did

it's 3/28/2009 12:41:00 AM now

Friday, March 27, 2009

it's 3/27/2009 12:38:00 PM now

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Sometimes, you're pretty confused on what decision to make. And when you made the ideal decision that is what you may think maybe wise for you're future, you tend to pin high hopes on it. But when everything collapsed right infront of you, all you can do was just to watch helplessly and you could only wish that none of this had ever happened before.

I'm utterly dissapointed that you picked me up again and watch me fall over again.

Only God know how I feel now..

Now, I realize that I shouldn't pin on high hopes anymore.

it's 3/26/2009 08:33:00 PM now

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

what?what?

Once again, I don't feel as if it's me again. Maybe perhaps the first thing that I realise when i woke up early in the morning was that my pack is gone! Wth is it?
F***-ing shit!
AWKWARD!
Hope nothing wrong goes wrong!

Supposedly, i should be going out today with the rest of my colleague. But, in the last few minute today, everything was cancelled. Tomorrow on the other hand, I am going out with my classmates. Not pretty sure if everybody is in it. Everyone seem to be busy and everything. Futhermore, Gopi doesn't take things seriously in planning on our outing tomorrow. So, might as well forget about it i guess..

Just need some time to escape from reality..

it's 3/25/2009 11:47:00 AM now

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Metro Station-True To Me

They don't see she's done with me
Tonight

She's such a rush
She's such a crush
She's one in a million
She's such a rush
Can't get enough
She's pumping through my veins
She's too fun to be so gone with me
Too good to be true to me..

it's 3/24/2009 11:19:00 AM now

Woke up at approximately around 9a.m today. And the first thing that I encountered was that I am down with flu. Darn! Next,were the grey clouds. Urgh, what a way to start a day. And the good thing about today is that I have work soon at 5p.m. I'm soo blessed to go to work with my flu. My oh my..

it's 3/24/2009 10:16:00 AM now

Saturday, March 21, 2009

IM good to go!

psst...i secretly think that Kat Von D is hot.xp

it's 3/21/2009 01:12:00 PM now

Thursday, March 19, 2009

why oh' why is a constant question..

CHEAP GIRRL FOR SALEEE!
Just some words a random, guys hate cheap girls i guess!
xp

I have missed so much, and when I knew what I've missed... I could only wish I didnt know anyhting at all...

PARAMORE -----------ALL TIME LOW -----------WE THE KINGS

SUCKA PUNCH!!

it's 3/19/2009 11:49:00 PM now

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Kisschasy- spray on pants

Spray On Pants - Kisschasy

But I'm happy that she's happy now that she's with me..

And I'm freaking out because I'm just so luck...

'Cause she's everything I ask for..Everything I ask for!!

it's 3/18/2009 01:00:00 PM now

(""),,,("")

muaheheh.Seriously i don't know on what to say.Did had a great day today, i think..The movie,"Coming Soon" wasn't as scary as what i thought=p

OKAY2,the bottom line here is i want Paramore.. -.-

stop pushing because i'm leaving..

it's 3/18/2009 01:55:00 AM now

Monday, March 16, 2009

CAMP!

Yea, had an awesome week recently. FOP trial camp was a blast. The good thing about this camp is that there is no GALA night or camp fire.Coolness!So, this what happened throughout the whole camp.

Day 1

I arrived pretty late and i could recall that the first thing we did was to get to know each other more. But the thing here is that i kinda know almost most of them. Then, we had to plan a performance whereby we're going to perform at the old folks home, Villa Francis Home and Hospice.So, we decided to sing and dance for them. It was a kick. Everybody was really enthu and was into it.=)

What do you expect? We're future leaders!

Then later that evening, we had this amazing race which occurs throughout our whole campus. The thing that we need to do was to look for our hint. And this hint will lead us from one check-point to another. No doubt it was tiring! But most important thing was that we had fun as a whole!!AWESOME~~

Day 2

What i can recall was that we had P.T in the morning including campus run. Yeah, a couple of us refuse to run though we're 'fit' and capable in doing so. Well, the reason behind the campus was to familiarise ourselves with the campus eventhough we've been in NP for a year.=pAnd ouh, we had this dance thingy and i'm not good at it.I just realise that i got a super stiff body and it isn't flexible like the rest.Except for some=((

Then, we had ourselves a BBQ at kismis. This part,i could remember was that Ahmad Fuad and I lead the whole BBQ thing.Thank God, everthing went smoothly and there wasn't and screw ups! Apart from that, we're given a budget worth S$200/- and we only managed to spent approximately a total of S$112 and the food is sufficient for all 40++ of us!

YEAH!!

Later, we had some water activities.No comment!Just expect people to get wild and wet!

Lastly that night, Xiao Zhong called me up telling me to proceed to his room.So, i did..Blah blah blah..I was told that i'll be leading a tribe on the real FOP camp consisting of approximately 40 freshie i guess. MUAHAHA! Just so you know there's a total of five different tribes and they are:-

Brince

Royal

Exy

Astro

King

With this, it'll form an acronym of B.R.E.A.K.=)

Day 3

Like the day before, we had P.T and campus run. And then followed by the dance rehearsal again=).Should i smile to this? Lastly for our last day of camp, we had to create and decorate our own flag for our Tribe(picture above).And and and, i stayed in school all the way till' 7pm while the rest make their way home. =(

LASTLY->MAN U1-LIVERPOOL4

gerek nyer!

camp is the best option that i can have to offset everything around me that i have face...

it's 3/16/2009 05:41:00 PM now

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

WAH PIANG!!

I'm currently having this huge huge eye bag! Didn't sleep throughout the night as i spent the whole night at Shahrul's house, celebrating Imran's 19th birthday.OMG!, i really can't accept the fact that we're getting older by seconds. Had a couple of pizza and nugget.MMMM,DEEEEE-LICIOUS!!. And we spent the night just walking around Chua Chu Kang estate. Was a little bit worn out though as i got work earlier today as in on Tuesday. Can't update any longer, my bed's calling me now!URGH!!

And ouh, Liverpool won Real Madrid 4-0. (5-0)<-COOL SHIT!! HIS ARMBAND PROVE HE WAS A RED TORRES! TORRES!
=P

Things would be easier if you just be honest with me=)

it's 3/11/2009 07:58:00 AM now

Sunday, March 8, 2009

blah blah!

I feel like a douche bag all this long.Just waiting for things to happen for the past 2~3 years. So finally, here I am wanting to move on. And here are some of the tips.

Love Yourself.
Replace the past with someone else.
Karma will not happen as in the past won't repeat itself.
Think of only happy memories.
Think about your own future.
Never/don't insult yourself.

So,thats all.

Note to self : MUSTA MOVE ONA!!

it's 3/08/2009 11:03:00 PM now

SUNDAY o' SUNDAY

So yess,it's a beautiful sunday morning!Pretty much boring.

And i came across this song!!woo~

Little Jackie-The World Should Revolve Around Me

it's 3/08/2009 02:38:00 PM now

Saturday, March 7, 2009

PIX BABY!!

DFDFASFASDFSDFADFASDF A pretty cool scenery from my room(loft).

LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL LLLL Day 2~Performance by the leaders in-charge

Obviously day 3 and Shawn seems to be very tired and he eventuallu fell asleep in the lecture theatre.=p

sgadgadfgdgdfgfgdgsdfgsddfgdfGroup 4 a.k.a POWER RANGERS!

it's 3/07/2009 02:00:00 PM now

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Tribus Onze

To be honest with you guys, I'm pretty worn-out with the leadership camp. It was an awesome camp, no doubt about it! Loads of priceless experience have been earned by us throughout the 3 days.YEA!

But the Highlight if the camp was that Gopi's name had been changed into Gopal! Joke of the year so far. And apart from that,we called Jeeva a 'turtle' because of the way he enunciate the word 'turtle' with his own special and uniques slang!

As told before, I was posted to group 4 but later on the first day we're were then known as POWER RANGERS! Though, we didn't win any award for our team, i personally think that we kick ass! I mean literally kick ass, we're Power Rangers right?!

So,thats all for now.And look-out for camp photos in the next post!
=D

it's 3/04/2009 04:14:00 PM now

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Up,up and away to camp for three days!

Okay,so i'm finally done with packing my stuff for my camp. Its a school camp for those who have no idea whatsoever and it's for the students in engineering course ONLY. And quite recently i got an e-mail from the school stating that im in group 4.

Soo, go group 4!!!

"KREEEK..KREEEK..."

I know it's lame to it's max.

-I have no idea if you people out there have watch this music video,"poker face" by Lady Gaga.Just so you know that shade is the exact replica of it.

i know someone gonna say,"JUST DANCE".

it's 3/01/2009 09:59:00 PM now

Count the bitches!

Yesterday was a horrible day indeed.Nothing went according to what I had plan.Heavy downpour all over Singapore had just ruined everything.EVERYTHING!
=(

How does feel, how does he kiss?
How does he taste when he's on you're lips?

-Mayday Parade, Three Cheer For Five Years.

It's tough when everything in the past destroys the future.
How can I even the score now?
To make everything back to square root one.
Full of remorse I should say.

it's 3/01/2009 01:20:00 AM now